Orange

Let's have some fun this beat is sick

Thu, 11 Jun 2009 22:17:35 GMT

I wanna take a ride on your disco stick

The yellow sky of twilight will be my guide tonight

Sat, 06 Jun 2009 16:34:53 GMT

I walk a faded line
that's faded by the many times
i've traveled down these sunlit hills
in search of what i'll never find

Lolllll

About to leave to go to the alpaca festival! I have 20 dollars, should be fun fun fun. or at least entertaining.

If i can't buy anything interesting there, i'm going to go get the sims 3 later today. xD Then i want to save some of my money in case people want to go out to lunch next week after FINALS!

Only one week left i am soooo stoked for summer, but this weekend is going to be spent mostly studying. Especially for biology. Which i need to study A TON FOR if i want to pass.

I've decided what i want to major in in college. International relations. I was looking at my teacher's book of majors and it described the major. It's mostly studying relationships between countries and how people interact with each other based on current and previous events and it involves lots of analyzing and critical thinking and mostly writing essays, which i happen to actually be really good at, i've gotten an A on every essay and research paper i've done this year and some of them were hard as hell, so i like to say i'm pretty good at essays...this major seems perfect for me, and i'm so excited, because up untli i found it i had no clue what i wanted to do with my life. Also it requires that you take language classes, and one of my goals is to become fluent in french, so hopefully i'll be able to do that.

As far as what college i don' t know, i was looking at American Universtiy or Kenyon College, but if i could get into dartmouth i would be soooo happy. It's ivy league though, sooo idk. that's a long way off. hopefully i'll stay valedictorian. xD

Anyway, gotta leave for the alpaca fest. wish me luck with that, haha.

peaceeee

Fate fell short this time

Tue, 02 Jun 2009 20:39:50 GMT

your smile fades in the summer.
Place your hand in mind,
i'll leave when i wanna.

I've decided to create summer goals for myself. >D!

I've already created a list of about 63 things to do with my best friend Emily this summer, including learn morse code, etc. But i've decided one of my personal goals is to learn the lyrics to every blink 182 song. Ever. It's likely that i'll be going to a concert for them in September. So i'm going to occupy myself this summer by listening to blink nonstop until i learn all the words to all of theri songs. :x I'm going straight down the line in order of how theri songs are in my iTunes. I'm on Feeling this, the first one. heeeeh.

I don't know if i'm going to get the Sims 3 or not, i see an add on the side of my screen for it as i'm making this post and it looks so dang cool but i'm still torn between it and alpacas.

LAST BLOCK DAYS TOMORROW! And its the second last week of school. I can't wait until freaking summer. mostly because i won't have to see laura and tom making goo goo eyes at each other directly between and me and the teacher every day in french class. >_>

Tonight i've got the awards for Track, which should be funny, considering that this year our track team sucked major and didn't even score even one point at districs. xD

Maybe it'll be okay though. I'm hoping for brownies.

Nothing says i miss you quite like war poetry you carved in your door with a stanley knife.

Tue, 02 Jun 2009 00:07:04 GMT

My year in lists
stomping on your fingers as
you're clinging on to the abyss

Ah, June! Finally the end is within sight. A bit bittersweet, as this is the end of my first year of high school, which, apart from the month of hell that is may, was actually a relatively decent year. I learned the meaning of an actual social life. then of course there were all the firsts and such. I've been listening to my year in lists a lot, reflecting on my year. I mean yeah a lot of crappy things happened to me but hey, high school years are guaranteed to be shitty for everyone most of the time. You just have to stay optimistic i guess.

I mean, June has been better for me already! Today i found $12 on the floor on the way to English. It was wonderful, i just saw a ten and 2 other bills and originally thought i had found $30, but it turned out to just be 12. But i was happy, 12 is better than nothing!

I also found out that i got 100% on a 225 point paper in English class that basically makes or breaks your grade. :] Yaaaay!

Me and Laura have decided that we are going to go to the Alpaca festival that is going to be at the IX center this weekend. It should be fun. It says there is going to be an Alpaca fashion show. I'll bring my camera; that sounds WILDLY entertaining.

I'm torn about how to spend the funds i recently acquired. I have a gift card to best buy, and combining them with that would give me enough money to buy the sims three, which comes out tomorrow. My sister said she'd take me to the store to get it. But then, i really would like to save the funds for the alpaca festival. What if there's a hilarious shirt/item that i want to buy? I'd much rather spend my funds on that. The alpaca festival isn't always in town, and the sims can wait until i save up more money should i chose to.

Only 5 days of school and 4 days of finals left! :) I'm almost done with being a freshman. I CAN'T WAIT TO MAKE FUN OF THE FRESHMAN NEXT YEAR.

suck itttt.

So let the sunshine, let it come

Fri, 29 May 2009 22:02:05 GMT

to show us that tomorrow is eventual,
we know it when the day is done.

Today i went to school. I had this awesome day but i was feeling really, i don't know, spiritual i guess? My french teacher is this amazing man, i don't even know how i can put into words what an inspiration he is to me, I think our french class is really unique, like it's terrifiying to try to describe this to someone who isn't in it but it's sort of magical, like a little escape every day. Like, we do learn French, but we learn so much more, and it's not like in a creepy way. Mr. Reynolds is his name, and he's honestly the wisest man i've ever met. The wisdom hes shared with me is far beyond what I can hold to ever come across again. His understanding of the world is so great, and the knowledge he knows can relate and help.I honestly cant say enough about this man, he's shown light on so many things in my so far short life, opening doors I didn't even know were there and lead to amazing places, and i feel like he does that for everyone. It happens every year when we get a french class with different people; everyone is sort of in a little shell at the beginning of the year, kind of like to themselves, then throughout the course of the year everyone gets to know each other and we are all just there shining our brightest that one period of the day all together and it is an amazing feeling. it's very hard to describe and sounds kind of silly if you've never been in it but that class is like my life.

Anyways, today we were having this intense conversation about life and what happens after you die. It was very intense, and there are lots of things about my teacher's life that i don't really want to expose here because they are very private and personal and interesting, but he was talking about the things that happen to a person after they die, etc. It was very serious but very interesting and emotional. I've kind of been having this month from hell, like i feel like every possible thing that can go wrong is going wrong, and i had this funeral i went to for my cousin's grandpa and it was really intense, contemplating death and everything and i was just taking everything really hard. Like this whole month has just been like....shitttt. and then there's the whole fucked up thing with tom and laura. not going to ramble about boys here but yeah, basically laura = best friend, tom = guylaura and i've liked since february, flirted with me for 3 months, almost dated me, then over the course of three days started dating laura. :/ during french today he sits right behind her and she had his arm on his desk and he was absentmindedly tracing her arm with his fingers, and then after class was over they hugged and they were holding hands and you could tell they really cared about each other. and it hurt like a bitch.

I don't know, lately i've been so weird, like this bad month has really woken me up about a lot of things. reynolds says that it's because i'm different than others. its important because i'm having this time where i feel like i'm just drowning and everyone is swimming ahead and there's something that sets me apart. i don't know what to think of that but reynolds is usually very right. there are more details about it but it was coming straight from his heart. He also said a lot of times i experience things like this right before throngs of other people do in the school, and then i'll tell him about it and a week later he'll here bout some event that was really similar to something that just happened to me. he called me 'prophetic'. I really don't know what to think about that because no way to i believe i'm some sort of supernatural person who can see the future, but maybe he's onto something about me like, idk, feeling the future? i hate to claim superpowers, i know they don't exist, but there's so many instances of this that are just, idk. it can't be coincedence, can it? i don't want to sound concieded.

One of my best friends has this thing also, she thinks in colors. Like everyone she meets she associates with a color. The most hilarious thing is she always says i'm orange. I'm a dull orange if i'm sad or upset but when i'm really in my element i glow. That's what she told me, anyway. Reynolds seemed really inspired by her. i don't know.

I don't know if this entry is going to come off as crazy or understandable. But the french room is seriously like an escape, like it's so free and less stressed in there i just feel relaxed after leaving. and we're not some sort of cult either that thinks we have superpowers. we're honest, i guess. i don't know. i don't think i'm some sort of superhero but sometimes if you really look at the truth in people you get something out of it that's not governed by what we define to be the capabilities of a human being.

HELLO LIVEJOURNAL

Thu, 28 May 2009 21:33:28 GMT

NEWSFLASH: i was a retard in fall.

i need to stop being so retarded and being more livejournal-savvy. 8D

i'll update with an actual entry hopefully maybe later. i want those entries from my retard phase off my front page.

When you're sure i'm already lost

Thu, 29 Jan 2009 01:27:13 GMT

love is oh so lovely.
but it also comes with a cost..

Wow so you have permission to kill me for not updating in over a month. Nearly two, actually. I have soooooo much to say so expect this to be a long entry. Forgive me, i'm not used to the blogging universe. >_<

So lately the heated issue that you will probably hear me rambling about a lot in my blog because it is always on my mind is that of Blink Boy. Remember him from my earlier entries? Aye, well, things aren't going as splendidly with him now as they used to be. LOTS of stuff has happened but basically ever since this one incredibly dramatic and not very good gathering that occurred on the 28th of December (Wow, that's a month now) we've been....distant. He's stopped coming to see me in the mornings at school, NO phone calls at all, little texts, and now that it's second semester he has early release AND late arrival so i barely ever get to see him. I texted him about it on monday and kind of yelled at him because I thought that he should have been calling and texting me and he was just like. "You're right." but he's still yet to call me. I'll give him the excuse for yesterday, because he had a diving meet that probably went late, but if he doesn't call today i think i have the right to get annoyed with him.

Another thing that is different about my life now is my friends. Chelsea has been causing massive amounts of drama. She likes another of the foreign exchange students, Goncalo, and he likes her. To make things short, two weeks ago i went to a movie with her, goncalo, and andrew, and chelsea and goncalo, who are not even going out, decided it would be a good idea to make out for the entire movie. It was incredibly awkward because:
A.) Andrew and I were not making out because we believe that making out during movies is an incredibly waste of money because it is impossible to concentrate on the movie, which happened to be..
B.) Bedtime stories, which made it all the worse because
C.) It was basically us surrounded by little kids with their parents who
D.) Were obviously very offended by Chelsea and Gonzo's obviously out of line actions which
E.) Made me and blink boy very uncomfortable with being associated with them.

.....Misty just signed off to go watch American Idol so I guess she won't see this entry tonight. LAME.

Anyways, after they were macking the entire movie we all four decided to go to Andrew's house. HIS MOM WAS HOME, don't be so sick-minded. Chelsea and Goncalo made out in the backseat the entire drive from the movie theater to Blink Boy's house. (Blink Boy was driving. Every time they got really close he'd slam on the breaks and throw them off. it was actually pretty hilarious.) So we went there and basically went in his basement and i made out with him for about an hour and a half while chelsea and goncalo made out on the other couch. Chelsea ended up with two huge hickeys. Andrew and me mocked her because she wasn't even dating him and if her family found them she was sure to be in huge trouble and it was her fault she had them, so we found it funny. The entire night chelsea and goncalo were acting totally like a couple, and apparently at the end Goncalo asked Chelsea to go to the Winter Dance (which is on February 7th) and Chelsea said "oh, i don't know." So then after that chelsea and I were kind of okay for a few days until she got angry at me because I commented to her brother that it must be hard to live with her, which i'm sure it must, because she's a crazy person. But then after that, on friday, (which was last friday) I went to the swimming and diving meet and I was talking to Goncalo and he said he was really confused about what to do because he liked her and he couldn't tell what was going on with her. So later that night i talked to Chelsea and basically told her that she should make a decision on the entire her and Goncalo ordeal because it wasn't fair to him because he was confused and she was the reason for it. So then she took that as me trying to control her life and basically it just evolved into this huge mess and goncalo got involved and so basically now they both hate me, i think. Niether will talk to me. So that's a bit of a sticky situation. Chelsea is being ehhhhhhhh.

NEW FRIEND ALERT~

ALY now joins the ranks of my minions. :D she helped me through the chelsea chrisis and we've actually been semi friends since... a while ago. i love her. <3

Anyways, LOST is on tonight. I absolutely ADORE that show. :D It's so crazy now because there's time travel and such but i still really like it. I HAVE A MATH TEACHER WHO LOOKS EXACTLY LIKE DANIEL FARADAY!!!!!!!!!! It's crazy, me and my two friends who watch LOST and are in my math class noticed it on Monday when we first had his class because of the semester change and we were basically like OH MY FREAKING GOD HE LOOKS LIKE DANIEL FARADAY. it was quite laughable.

I had a snow day today but it was boring, all I did the entire day was lounge around my house reading and watching stupid lifetime movies about people who got raped with my mother. I almost would've rather gone to school. My home is boring when the roads are too bad to allow me to leave.

DIVING ENDS IN TWO WEEKS! I am so freaking excited because that means that Track is starting and I will actually be able to hang out with Andrew on Friday nights because he won't have stupid meets! (assuming we're still together and he actually starts calling me.) So that should be an exciting time. I can't believe it's almost February. This school year is going by so fast....

I also can't believe it's been a year since my huge-mega-chrisis which caused me to leave for two weeks occured on khv. It still to this day amazes me that i've been on that stupid forum for so long. I can't believe how much of my life it's taken up. It's amazing, i'd never trade it for anything because it is such a unique experience, however if you would've told me that would've happened when I joined i'm not quite so sure I'd have done it. xD

I'm dreading going back to school after the snow day tomorrow also, because it's block day, which means that I only have half my classes and they're twice as long, AND the last class of the day is ORCHESTRA. DDDDDDD:

......oh god, i haven't given my orchestra rant to this journal yet, have I? well here it is. B|

I have taken orchestra since 4th grade. I play the violin. But I never LIKED playing the violin. My sister played it before me, and i wanted to be like her for some reason i still can't figure out, so i decided to play the violin too. Only there was a difference; my sister LIKED playing the violin and i absolutely despised it with all my heart. I never practiced and I soon fell behind all the other kids in the orchestra. Once I got to sixth grade orchestra became a class, and that is when i met the scariest teacher of my world.....MS. WES. Her actual name is like really long and polish sounding. We pronounce it "Ms wez" for short. To put things simply, she is this fat middle aged woman obviously going through menopause who has a really weird short hair cut and sweats way more than she should. And she has this odd accent that none of us can put our finger on that she apparently picked up when she lived in cinncinatti for a few years, but that doesn't make sense to us because people in cinncinatti don't really have different accents than we do. She makes really weird jokes and often tells us odd things about her personal life, including the fact that she used to work at a tampon factory and a bunch of other just really strange things. She's also slightly oblivious to most things, such as people cutting her class and texting in her class and openly making fun of her directly behind her while she teaches class. But everyone in the class agrees on one thing: Orchestra rehearsals with Ms. Wes are TORTURE.

Anyways, because of the block scheduling, i happen to have her last mod of the day for 90 MINUTES. *twitch*. Oh dear god.......
And because of the snow day today, both of the two block days got pushed back. I normally would've had her for 90 minutes on wednesday, but i instead have her for 90 minutes tomorrow. The 90 minutes, as i said, happen to be the last 90 of the school day, but the reason it is even more particularly torterous is the fact that I have to go to Orchestra AFTER SCHOOL on thursdays to help the wee bambinos at the middle school play. I must do this because I'm taking orchestra honors, and I must take orchestra honors to maintain the status of highest GPA in my grade and the status of valedictorian.

I have to stay after school until 4:45. School ends at 2:30. Which means orchestra starts at 1:00. Which means that I have 3 HOURS AND 45 MINUTES OF MS. WES.

......I might cry. it's ruining my day tomorrow and also today because I'm dreading it so much.

I've kind of been awfully passive lately, and I'm always wondering about my future, something i used to be entirely sure about until it actually started to get close. I always wonder what i'm going to look like in a year, and think about how i've changed since a year ago, and wonder who my friends will be and if or who i'll be dating, and I don't know, i feel like my life is just going by so fast and It's slipping out of my grasp and I just feel like whenever things get good and i don't want them to change they start changing. I've been doing a lot of thinking like that a lot lately. I'm thinking about religion and my place in life and a bunch of different things. I don't know, is that normal for a 14 year old? Maybe it's only because i'm educated. I should stop being educated. thoughts are confusing.

Because Misty will kill me if I don't, i suppose I'll try to update more often. blogs are interesting.

later.

It's you! It's me! And there's dancing!

Sun, 07 Dec 2008 18:00:39 GMT

if there's one thing i could never confess,
it's that i can't dance a single step.

OH BELOVED JOURNAL OF MINE,
FORGIVE ME FOR NOT UPDATING IN FOREVERRRRR.

Life has been just amazing. Blink Boy and me are going amazingly. Last night we made out for about 50 minutes and it was just amazing. Not going into any more detail, but...yeah. it was great. Today my mother decided to go off to a Niel Young concert in Detroit and my father is visiting the sister, so I'm stuck staying at my cousin's house tonight, which is totally gonna blow, and it also sucks because because of that i can't hang out with blink boy today. >|

Oh well, I'll see him tomorrow, aye? it'll all be good. I can't wait till christmas break. <3 i need a break from school, the teachers are just pounding me with hw and it sucks hairy balls.

Friends are doing well. Chels attacked andrew while he was holding hands with me the other day because he broke into her locker and drew penises all over her notebook. But otherwise she hasn't been TOO violent in the past week.

I'll try to update more, I swear.

<3 Orangeee

you'll need those fingers for crossing

Tue, 25 Nov 2008 00:30:34 GMT

So perfect,
so bitter,
we laugh then we
... choke

Why hello there my normal lifely- challenged comrades!

This is another orange live journal entry. :)

Today I am upset because I didn't get to see the sexiness of alex gaskarth live on saturday night. D: I was supposed to meet kat-per there too. D: 'tis horrid. >|

Anyways I don't have much to say today, other than that i'm just really happy about what's going on now. It's supposed to snow more tomorrow and so we're going sledding tomorrow night after school to celebrate the fact that we'll be on break. Wednesday Blink Boy has a diving meet I'm going to and then after that our family is putting up the Christmas tree! Thursday is thanksgiving, where i will stuff myself with turkey, as usual. Friday is when we go to decorate my grandparents tree. Saturday i'm going to see a few of the seniors playing at a small cafe and Sunday i'm gonna chill with Blink Boy. So this week is just basically gonna be great. Then we roll into December which i think is the best month of the SCHOOL year. (summers excluded, of course) It'll be wonderful. Blink boy is just amazing and i'm just really happy with what i've got at the moment. Awesome friends, awesome....a lot of things.

...and freakin' SNOWWW!!! *rubs it in Misty's face*

Don't tell me to do the Maths

Sat, 22 Nov 2008 17:12:59 GMT

Oh maybe we should read more into the books that we adore
Perhaps we should drink less vitamin C
And now I’m shouting out in capital letters
“I WILL THROW YOU HIGH FIVES IF YOU KEEP YOUR OWN SECRETS!!”

Hey journalites!

I don't feel like the organization today because I would like to prove Misty correct in her saying that it'd last about 8 seconds. So I will just talk.

Yesterday was fun! I went to the mall like I said and took Kristie's boyfriend shopping for a gift for her. :D We got him to buy her this necklace with a silver heart on in that was like really really adorable, especially since she put it on right after opening it. <3 They are like the best couple ever. Anyways, after the mall I stopped back at liv's house for a bite to eat and then made my way over to Kristie's birthday party with liv, during which there was about 6 inches of snow on the ground, the roads were horrible, and the driving was insane. Good thing I don't drive.

Liv and I brought a change of clothes because we figured there was a possibility of a snowball fight. And there was. We were out in the snow for about 30 minutes. I couldn't feel my fingers by the time we finally decided to go in. Blink Boy took some persuasion to get into the snow, because, unlike me, he didn't have boots or a change of pants. But with a little prodding I was finally able to get him out in the snow with me and the other 20 people at the party. It was very nice. Mildly Violent Chels was a bitch on the snowfield though. If you threw a single snowball at her she'd retaliate with at least 6 in various places, and then force you into a headlock and shove snow into your un-scarved face. She practiced this ritual on me and of course Blink Boy got angry and threw about 10 snowballs at her, which led her to grab me and use me as a hostage so he would refrain from hitting her with snow balls because I was like a shield. xD. Eventually I escaped and she got what she deserved, after which he left her in the snow and came over to me and kissed me in the snow, which was amazingly romantic. :)

Then we went inside and the party continued. Eventually his mom called him and told him to be home in 30 minutes. It normally takes him about 10 minutes to get home, but because of the horribleness of the roads he allowed himself 20. Kristie's basement has a little game room and then this little dark storage space next to it. It's hard to explain but while everyone was in the game room he took me back there and for the very first time in my entire life, I made out with a boy.

Let me just say it was not a bad thing. <3

it's November and your hand is now in mine

Thu, 20 Nov 2008 23:42:25 GMT

time is at a standstill, and everything is fine.
You are the only one for me.

Hey there faithful readers!

I'm not really sure how livejournal works yet. So I just spew out random facts about my life and people read them? Sounds like stalker heaven. No wonder I came here. Blogs fascinate me.

Anyways, i have decided to post a list of characters in my life. 8D
My life is full of random people, so they get names now, as i'm too lazy to explain who they are and will instead refer one back here if they are ever confused about my entries. Not that anyone will care, but, here you go.

CHARACTERS:
Orange. O-dawg, O-dizzle, O-boogie, ORANGE, O R A N G E, orangeyporangey, porange, porangeface: The amazing person who creates this lj 8D
Andrew, Blink Boy, Andy, A-dawg: My boyfriend of sorts whom I started dating on the 16th of October, 2008. He's certainly...interesting to say the least. Definitely not normal, aha. <3
Misty, M-dawg, M-layday, Cassie, that one girl who's purple: Misty, aka Misty82. (I'd do that cool linky thing but i'm far too lazy and don't really feel like learning.) An online friend who i've been talking to for QUITEE some time. She is part of the FAGS group, and is also a part of ESOFSAJ. She is...lol, she's misty.
Jelly, jel-lay, Kat-Per, Whore ,Jel-dawg : Another online friend. Part of ESOFSAJ and responsible for the "AJ" part. I'm actually giong to meet her on November 22nd at an ATL concert. We've been talking even longer than Misty. :o
Katie, k-r, Rosey, R-dawg: Online friend. Started talking to her the longest ago but she took a break from the interwebs in the mid summer. D: She is sexy. In the FAGS group with me and Misty and part of ESOFSAJ as well. Our social and emotional lives are almost perfectly in sync despite the fact that she's like 26000 miles away from me and we've never met. xD
Nick, nickster, the nickeloden, n-dawg: this kid named nick. long history. he used to like me, i never liked him, interestingness when i first started dating blink boy and....yeah. he is really funny though and a good friend.
Chelsea, chels, k-dawg: One of my best irl friends. She's absolutely crazy and mildly violent. She did Cross Country with me!
Olivia, liv, olive, l-dawg: Another good irl friend. Also was on cross. Usually quiet but when she gets crazy SHE GETS CRAZY.
Emily p, emilyyyy, peartree, p-dawg: Another good cross country friend. xD She's awesome and ACTUALLY GOES ON THE INTERNET :O unlike my other friends. lol.
The mom, mother, mam-dawg, parental unit 1, maternal figure: My mother. Horrible with internet. doesn't understand anything. hates people.
The dad, father, pop-dawg, parental unit 2, fathernal figure: My father. more horrible with technology but more leniant with internet, so that's good. Works across the street, at the middle school, where i used to go. I walk there after school to get a ride home.
Katie 2, Kaytay, syracuse girl, syra-dawg, Rihanna sister: The sister who is a junior at syracuse university in new york. she's crazy and once impersonated rihanna, thus the name.
Julie, j-dizzle, j-dawg, Queen sister: Sister who just graduated last june and is going to school at kent. She likes Queen and claims freddy mercury has the best voice ever.

OTHER USEFULL TERMS IN MY LIFE:
Khv, kh-v, Vids, kh-gheyz, kh-drama, dramallama central, the home base: www.kh-vids.net. Avidly visited and awesome website that I moderate and misty super moderates. 'Tis how I met all my online friends and ultimately how i ended up on here.
That one place, school, hell: My school. x_x
cross buddies: the term for a certain group of my friends that I met in cross country. The age difference is far more diverse in this group as opposed to my usual group of friends who are all in my grade.
Meghan and Luc, meg and luc-ing,: Meg & Luc are both cross buddies. Meghan is a grade ahead of me and Luc is a foreign exchange student from France. They are "dating" and do not hesitate to make out, even in front of large groups of people or in a room or car with only one other person.

I'm going to try to be an odd person and ORGANIZE my lj's! Which is incredibly odd because I normally organize NOTHING, including my locker or anything else for that matter. BUTTTTTTTT if I get into the habit of it now then maybe I can continue, right, rightttt? Okay.

Today's Tasks:
-Study for science test
-Study for French test
- Do the dishes
- Sort through some more of the intro sections on vids?
- Call Blink Boy

Today's Main events:
Today was relatively boring. After school my father had some random teacher meeting so I was forced to be up there until 5 PM. Blink Boy and I hung out for about 15 minutes after school and he kissed me in the hallway, which was upsetting yet pleasing, an odd sensation i cannot put my finger on, for i absolutely despise PDA, however, we were alone in a hallway and I have to admit he is not a bad kisser at all. No tongue action yet with him despite the month we've been dating. I'm a bit nervous about it but eh, who cares. It may happen eventually. I ate leftover pizza for dinner. Quite gross. Gave Emily p a Los Campesinos! CD. 'Tis about it.

Exciting Events since my last entry:
Yesterday I went on a carreer shadowing field trip to this technology place! It was so cool. Basically what they do is develop software and test it and sell it and stuff. BUTTT it is such an awesome atmosphere! Everyone's young, the average age for employees is 32. The pay is awesome, they get all the benefits, and are required to work an average of 92 hours per 2 weeks. This translates to roughly 46 hours a week, which is GREAT for a full time job. AND THEY GET TO PICK THE TIMES THEY COME IN! 8D Office is open from 6AM-10PM every day except sunday and they can come and go as they please as long as they get their hours in. Everyone is nice and they have bean bag chairs and pool tables laying around in random areas, so if you get tired or stressed you can take a break like that. AND THERE ARE SLIDES! Yes, like, playground slides that go from upstairs to downstairs. It's all very open and just awesome. Also they have an on site day care and pre school through kindergarten, a hair salon and barber, masoose, cafe, drycleaner, and it's just like amazinggg. The job seems like a freakin' blast. I want to work there some day. Only negatives about the ordeal was I had to wear this fuzzy sweater that dripped fuzz all over my nice blue jacket from delia's. D: bummer.

Exciting Events to occur in the following days:
1.) Kristie (A cross buddy) has a birthday party!
It's tomorrow at 7! Lots of people are invited and it is going to be nice. :) Craig, an online friend from vids, tells me i should try to make out with Blink Boy there. o_o I'll see.....but i think it'll be fun no matter what.
2.) SHOPPING!
Me and liv are taking kristie's boyfriend shopping before her party and after school to help him pick her out a birthday present. :) It should be very cute. And nice. Awww.

Blink Boy status report:
It's been a little over a month and andrew and I still haven't made out. That's the heated issue right now. We haven't made out or kissed with tongue yet. Some say we should, some say we shouldn't. I'd honor your opinion highly if you chose to leave me an advice giving comment. Tommorow at the B-day party it might happen. I'm half excited and half nervous. D: I would just like to add that as far as regular kissing goes, he's very good at it and picks nice moments to do it. :) So I hope making out is the same.

Fun Fact of the Day
-Orange's Shivering-
This winter, for the first time ever, I've been shivering really easy. I think before this winter I only ever shivered because of cold twice in my entire life. This winter, bar in mind it's only november and for ohio that means winter does not end for another 4 months, i've already done it at least 26 times. I am shivering right now. I have been shivering in my house, and when it isn't that cold at all. And it is odd to control. So I don't really know why but yes, that is my fun fact of the day.

AREN'T YOU PROUD OF ME FOR BEING ORGANIZED?

I AM A BEAUTIFUL ANIMAL

I AM A DESTROYER OF WORLDS

I AM

HARRY

FUCKING

POTTER!

broken heartbeats sound like breakbeats

Tue, 18 Nov 2008 23:52:21 GMT

these constant broken hearbeats sound like breakbeats more and more to me
you know he's so much more like spider man than you will ever ever be.

Tasks :D
~~- Create live journal for misty's birthday~~
~~- Create entry in live journal~~
- finish homework
- stop lamenting the loss of semi-warm weather and enjoy the snow.

o hai thar u.

This would be the first livejournal entry of orangeeee. Aren't you all excited?

....because i'm sure SOOO many people are reading this. x_x

misty, i don't know why you wanted this or how it is going to make you happy, but here you are. o_o

..i think i'm getting a cold, i feel absolutely sick. If i have what blink boy had last week then i swear to god i am going to strangle someone's face off, because I'm allergic to the antibiotics he was on.

Oi, i'm going to be using references to my life, so i suppose i'll post a character guide so you won't be confused, misty, because i'm sure no one else is reading this.

peace out.